I also said goodbye to a lot of my hair yesterday. It felt so weird when I shampooed this morning. It felt like there wasn't any hair back there, LOL! It's still a shock to me every time I look in a mirror. I am not sure yet what I think of it yet. I did get a lot of positive feedback at church though which helped. One lady in choir took one look at me and said, "I love it!" which really encouraged me.
We started trying to have children in May 2002. After pursuing fertility treatments, domestic, and international adoption, our daughter Nadia Renee was born on 6-24-08 (at 36w4d). IVF #2 resulted in Ian Alexander, who was born on 12-12-09 (at 34w3d). Oliver Elliot (IVF #3) was born on 8-7-12 (at 31w6d)! Three other pregnancies (in 2005, 2007, and 2013) ended in miscarriage. Our family is complete! We are so thankful for our three miracles!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Out with the Old
I also said goodbye to a lot of my hair yesterday. It felt so weird when I shampooed this morning. It felt like there wasn't any hair back there, LOL! It's still a shock to me every time I look in a mirror. I am not sure yet what I think of it yet. I did get a lot of positive feedback at church though which helped. One lady in choir took one look at me and said, "I love it!" which really encouraged me.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
THE Step
Friday, March 13, 2009
Crawling!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Four Rules
I have decided upon a new rule for Mommy. No taking Nadia shopping until after her 3rd nap (or 2nd nap when she gets down to 2 a day). This doesn't include going to the grocery store since it's only 5 minutes away. As long as I take her there right after she's been fed (she's fed right after she gets up from bed), I can make it there and back without her falling asleep in the car. However any other shopping destination it seems she falls asleep in the car, and even if she sleeps for 5 minutes, her nap schedule is completely messed up. I've tried just taking her straight to her crib, giving her some milk and then taking her to bed, etc. and nothing works. Many tears become involved in nap time which is not normal these days at all. Today she slept about 7 minutes on the way home from the mall. When we got home she was OUT. I closed the garage door, opened her car door, and still she was sleeping. However getting her out of the car seat woke her up, and it took forever to get her back down. I tried letting her play, but she just cried then too. She was really, really tired but was fighting the nap. So I have decided until she is down to one afternoon nap a day, my shopping trips will only be after her last nap. It's just not worth it to goof up her schedule.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Progression
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Plan of Action
Nadia was a trouper this morning. We arrived at the hospital about 8:40 and left about 11:10, and she was a happy little girl even though she only slept 10 minutes of our 30 minute trip there. Everyone was soooo happy to see her. Several (including Dr. A) held her for extended periods of time. We found out that the nurse had scheduled a "class" just for us today. That was very kind of her. Thankfully it lasted less than 30 minutes. Then we had our HIV and Hepatitis b/w, and then I had my appt with Dr. A. He did a pap smear, cultures, and SHG. It was a million times better than 2 years ago. It's funny but last night (before I read the comments from Tamera and Amie) I said to Paul that maybe my cervix isn't so tight any more now that it was 10 cm dilated for several hours. They had me drink 20 ounces of water so I could do the mock transfer, but then after I drank the water they said the fellow (as in a doctor doing a fellowship -both of their "fellows" are female) wasn't actually available. So I'll be doing that at a future appointment, but I'm not nervous about it any more. :-) Then Paul had his appt, and then after we met with the nurse to map out the schedule, we were done.
I was hoping to leave with the Lupron, but they want me to do a day 3 FSH test. I am not concerned about it even though I'm almost 37 since less than 2 years ago they retrieved 28 eggs. I've always had the problem of leaning toward stimulating TOO easily, and the the FSH test is to make sure you can be stimulated. Also, my lining is REALLY thick. Dr. A said I haven't had AF since I gave birth so this next one will be really heavy. So they want me to have 2 AF's before I start stimming. I had thought that might be the case, and you might recall from a previous post I toyed with starting the bcp sooner so that I'd have one before this appt, but I ended up not doing that. So anyhow I am to continue the bcp through 3/20. Then I am to call when AF comes and have b/w (E2 and FSH) by day 3 and then resume the bcp after I have the b/w. We're hoping that happens March 24-25. I looked on my chart, and the past few years I've been on bcp 5 times in prep for a fertility cycle. The last two times that was with Lupron. Of those 5 times, two times AF showed 4 days after my last bcp and 3 times five days after the last bcp. March 24 would be 4 days. Of course we're not 100% sure what will happen since it will be my first PPAF, but hopefully my body will cooperate. I'd appreciate prayers regarding that. I really want AF by March 25!!!! If that happens then I'll probably
- start the Lupron on April 6,
- take the last bcp on April 9,
- have my baseline u/s and b/w April 16,
- start the Follistim and Menopur on April 17,
- have the hCG shot on April 27,
- have the retrieval on April 29 (my last final exam is April 28 so that's perfect for me),
- and May 2 or 4th have the embryo transfer.
We fly to Antigua on May 9 so as you can see this plan won't work if AF is really late (although we do have a little wiggle room).
Nadia fell asleep before we even left the parking lot and slept the whole way home (including a stop at Dunkin Donuts where Paul and I got breakfast bagels for lunch as we used to have them every Sunday but haven't had them in months). Unfortunately that was enough to goof her 2nd nap up. So it's now 1:23pm and she's slept 40 minutes total whereas by now she's usually slept 2-3 hours. Hopefully her next nap (the only one that will be taken in her crib) will be a long one. One of the nurses said to me - does she every cry? Well yes she does, but I have to say she's come a long way. She was an angel the 2+ hours we were at the doctor's office today - even without a morning nap! Good job, Nadia! Hopefully at this time next year she'll have a sister or brother. :-)
When Nadia goes down for a nap, I need to grade the midterm exams that my students took last night (mostly essay questions so it takes awhile to grade). I only graded a few last night before heading to bed. I am one of those profs who tries to get grades posted ASAP. I know I appreciated that when I was a student, so I try to grade things as quickly as possible. I am not giving a midterm in the other course (the one I teach tonight). Paul didn't go to PSU yesterday or today, but he'll be there all day the next 3 days. As for her internal clock, she definitely jumped forward an hour. I think I just need to throw in the towel and accept that she'll go to bed around 7pm and get up around 6:30am. Last night she slept from 7:15pm to 6:30am. Compared to all those months of not getting much sleep, it's not such a big deal to start our day a little earlier than I'd choose.
Monday, March 9, 2009
CLEP Test?
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Spring Forward!
Well I wrote most of this post a couple of days ago. Now I have to add that my plan didn't work this morning! I put her to bed only a few minutes early last night (6:30pm which is 7:30 the new time) and yet she woke up at 6:15 (5:15 the old time). I was frustrated!! I didn't go get her until 7am which was still 30 minutes earlier than normal according to the old time. Obviously she doesn't know the clocks changed. I guess it's just a bizarre circumstance that she woke up earlier than normal today when I wasn't trying to change her body clock at all. She didn't nap well yesterday (her three naps totalled 2 hours which is at least 1 hour less than usual) so she must be one tired little girl! I am tired also as I didn't sleep well last night. Paul forgot that our RE appts are on Thursday, and he scheduled a meeting at PSU for 10:30 on Thursday. I am going to try to move his appt up as early as possible that morning so he can still make part of the meeting, but it means I'll probably be alone for my appt. I found the test to be excruciating back in June 2007 and am really dreading it even more now that I know I won't be able to squeeze Paul's hand.
Lately her first nap has been starting at 8:30am so that will shift to 9:30am. The time of her 2nd nap has been more variable because the length of her first nap is sometimes as short as 45 minutes to as long as 2 hours. So the 2nd nap starts sometime between 11:30-12:30 which would become 12:30-1:30. She hasn't completely given up the 3rd nap yet. If her first or second nap is 2 hours long then she doesn't have a third nap. If she has a third nap then it usually starts sometime between 3:00-4:00. I have wondered about the 3rd nap. Weissbluth says to stop that by 9 months old, but he always takes due date into consideration so that would mean she could still have it until almost 10 months old. I have been wrestling with whether to just keep going with the flow and deciding whether or not she has a 3rd nap on a daily basis based on the length of her first two naps OR if I should just have her go cold turkey and say only two naps from now on. When it was time to give up the 4th nap, she really did that 100% on her own. She just started refusing to take the 4th nap as she does now with the 3rd nap if her other naps have been long. So I thought the same might happen with the 3rd nap at some point. Any thoughts?
Nadia had fun going down the slide again yesterday (another gorgeous day!). Here's a really short (5 second) video of her going down the slide.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Cruising!
Friday, March 6, 2009
She was THE one
Yesterday Nadia had success with 2 new sippy cups I got her! The first was a Nuk "learner cup" by Gerber, and the second was a "No-Spill cup" by Nuby. The spouts are the same shape as a traditional sippy cup, but they are much softer -
She wore a size 4 diaper last night, and you all were right. It worked! It was HUGE on her (reminded me of how Steve Urkel used to wear his pants on that tv show years ago), but her clothes stayed dry last night. So that will be our plan for awhile - use size 3 during the day and size 4 at night.