Monday, October 15, 2007

RE appointment tomorrow

It's funny because I've had 10 "baseline" appointments over the past four years and have always gotten a "green light." My E2 has always been low enough (in fact VERY low which is good at that time in the cycle), my lining has been thin enough, and I've never had a cyst. For some reason I have been nervous about this one. I have never been nervous before. All I can think of is that it's been hard for me to wait. I don't like having a little frozen baby in a hospital for 3 months. I wanted the transfer to be done yesterday so to speak. So I am just wanting everything to go smoothly so it doesn't need to be delayed for any reason. I know worrying doesn't help one iota, so when I feel myself getting tense I pray to the Lord and keep trying to cast my cares on Him. He's in control. Anyhow tomorrow is my first of three total appointments which will determine if my transfer will be on Nov 2 as scheduled. Tomorrow morning my Lupron dosage drops down to 10 units (been 20 the last 18 days), and if I get the "green light" from my bloodwork and ultrasound then I'll had the EV injection (IM) to my routine (twice a week) starting tomorrow. If I find out I am pg in Nov, then I will continue the EV injections throughout the first trimester. So I am hoping that I'll end up having FAR more than 71 injections as I'll continue having 16 injections a week if I get the BFP. So anyhow please pray for my emotions that I will cast my cares on Him and also that if it be His will that I'll get a good report tomorrow as our little baby needs to come out of the freeze!!!

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