Still awake!

I am very happy to report that it's 11:21am and I have been awake since 6:15am. I couldn't say that the last two days, LOL. No morning nap for me! I thought I might need to drink caffeine this morning, but I have stayed awake even without such assistance. I did yawn more than usual, but I can handle that. This morning I still felt on the "weepy" side, but I kept telling myself - don't cry, don't cry, don't cry and I didn't. I do have a headache and fever, but I think it's more from my allergies acting up again than the Lupron. At least I am able to function much better than yesterday when I felt like I was in LaLa land. My head feels connected to the rest of my body today! Now if I could just shake the fever. I had gone a little over one week without it before it came back yesterday. Today is my last bcp so we shall see if that changes how I feel at all. Paul gave me my Lupron shot this morning which was very nice. I had given it to myself the last 3 days. It's not that it hurts, but it's just weird to stab my belly. It's easier when he does it.